You're not alone, I've had the same challenges. It can sometimes feel as if you're banging your head against a brick wall.
I've spent hours working on tasks, doing everything possible, yet seeing nothing for it.
You do all the right things, follow the right steps, yet you're getting nowhere.
Have you ever really wanted something so bad, you spend every waking moment thinking about it?
You try and save money for it, yet every time you save enough for a deposit, a bill arrives in the post, or a household emergency suddenly needs all your spare cash?
I know it's something I've experienced so many times in the past.